Friday, July 2, 2010

Shah Alam>>Intec UiTM


Salam,,
hah,,so,packin2 pon 100% dah,,sume mende aku angkut(almost all!haha),,with 3 pair of shoes(plus,sipar jepon,,hua9,,etc)
Actually,feel reluctant to left my lovely home(own room!)
padahal,,da ber"exprience" being far from family,,
Yea r,,dop lame dak kat umah pas kua matrik,,
huhu,,
sok,maybe dalam kul 8:30 bertolak dari muadzam
huhu,,
gonna miss it!!
jus a short entry!(nothing+blurr to write more plak)
bye all!
see u all there ya!
gudlark then!!



                                                              

                                          
                                                                                      
                                                
                                                                                                                                              

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Menghitung hari

                                                    Salam,,,ya allah
                                  ,,,sedar x sedar,,haha,,,what the fishh
ok2,,stop merepek2 niey dayah oii,,huh,,ape nak merapu nih ha,,hah,,aku nak gerak dah ke intec fuhh,,apekah aku akan mendapatkan roomies sebaik yuni,eka n ema?i miss them like crazy,,........
si yuni dah g ipgm bangi isnin lpas,tinggal aku je lah nak g nie,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,eka n ema pe kabo agknye?
mg aku de sms dyorg,but they seem bz,its ok,,aku paham sesangat,,kehidupan di matrik pahang(matrik lain aku xtaw la eyh)mg sibokkkk memanjang,,oh KMPh(my ex colleague*sebulan jer kat cini*huhu),,,aku rindu padamu(masih ker?*ade die ingat aku?*huhu),,,aku rindu haiza(my besfren lol),rindu mizan si badut(sory eh),yana,cha,gda(nie sume dak 1 sek aku*skepale................................

                                Ya allah,,,,,terlalu panjang sebenarnye untuk diceritakan di sini lol~
tapi x ape lah,,mungkin i can find more tyme to ulas panjan gedabak keta api sal kenangan kami,,

okeyh,,berbalik pade our topic today(cewahhh...aku ni xley blah r)....aku takut,,,kenape?sebab i m going to face a lot of challenges in intec,,,what kinda??oh,,banyak sekali,,,aku sedar sape diri aku............................
aku bukan pelajar staight a's(mcm pelajar2 tajaan mara,jpa bla bla bla).......................................................
aku bukan pelajar sek asrama(sbp,mrsm,sbpi,smka,bla bla bla)..................................................................

Tapi,god willing...aku sekarang more confidence........................................................................................
kerane ape?
kerane aku sedar aku n dyorg2 tuh same aje(beza coz jenis otak*gredA,A+,B+(aku),bla bla bla)haha
tol x?????????????....................................................................................................................................
aku akan berusaha sungguh(try my very bes)
sebab x ramai y dapat peluang cam aku(y resultnye 7a2b*aiseyy,malu nak cakap gred)


                                                     ok larh,,,,,,
malam pon makin larut,,,,,,
aku pon da ngantok(actually,x..tapi takot mak bapak marah2*bangon lewat kang suboh*haisshhh..)...........
gudnite dear!!!!
babai.......
assalamualaikum


Monday, June 28, 2010

Releasin'~

ouh,,,,i wish could be that woman someday,,,,haha,,,!!

 
not that really,,,,happiness come in many way

   
my heart smiles when i see ur face,,,,,,,,hahaha,,,,,
and my heart smiles when u look at me,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
my heart says u do love me when u turn back calling my name,,,
my heart says u r the rite choice,,,the one that wished to accompany my whole life,,,,
my heart says,,,,,,this is all JUST FOR FUN,,,,,haha


                                                
                                                   i lov children when,,
    they are not crying,laughing happily,
able to take care of themselves,
            and do no ask me for anythin,haha..and
         have a very cute face looking,lol~=XD


     

Gonna be there soon,,,n tengss a lot to my sponsors,,!!!~


                              





Easier said than done,,,

it was such a relief to hear dis kind of news,,,
at first,,it was shocking,,!really,,!
who am i to deserve all dis?
how ya i managed to get dis after went through,somethin called hardships(stories that u won't listen)?
huh,,
i m not qualified enough!!
really!!
i m not as smart 
or as intelligent as you are,!!
i m not the bes!!
i m not WHAT THEY ALL DO HAVE!!
BUT,,
i am the lucky one!!
AM I???
MAYBE,,
because nobody i think
get such golden opportunities of mine!!

but listen all!!
my family depends on me now,,,
meaning,,,,they
HOPE TOO SEE ME TO BE THE SUCCESS ONE,,
and yes!!
IT'S EASIER SAID THAN DONE
but successs on what?
in my studies,future career or what,,?
BUT,,
dear my lovely ayah,,,,,
dear my beloved mak,,
you surely understand me aLOT,,rite????

DEAR ALLAH,,,,,
PLEASE,,
listen to my pray,,
listen to what i asked for,,
listen to what my heart says,,
listen to what i think of myself,,
AND
please,,,,
make me stronger than before,,,,
please,,,
please,,,
please,,,

because,,,
i already knew,,,,
IT'S EASIER SAID THAN DONE,,
p/s=
using broken english,,
using limited choice of english words,,
because of my limitations,,,
hehe,,,